I have huge problem's with trust. Through out my life I have trusted people and many times I was wrong to do so.
I don't trust myself at times to make the right decisions, I don't trust others enough to tell them the truth about things, I don't trust enough to let anyone in ...
I don't trust in the future and what it holds for me because my past daunts me. I know that this is holding me back from a lot of things, but what can I do when in most situations where I have trusted, I end up screwed over.
I feel that I need to work on this because if I don't then I will be consumed by it and the relationships that I have built are going to slowly deteriorate. I have been working on this and still continue to get hurt.
But I know that there are those who I trust completely and no matter what life through's my way I can always turn to them.
